‘Mum, I had this strange dream a few nights before he died. When I told him about it, I said it had nothing to do with him, it wasn’t about him. But it was, Mum. It was all about him. And I didn’t see it. If I had, I would have stayed home, stopped him going to the creek. I could’ve saved him from the water.’
Podcast flash story by Jennifer Crane
This piece relates to a dream I had shortly before the unexpected passing of my husband at our property. I ask myself every day what I could have done to prevent an outcome that devastated our young family forever. ‘If only’ is hard to live with and writing the words doesn’t answer the questions but expresses the pain.
Jennifer Crane holds a Master of Letters, lives in the Sunshine Coast Hinterland and has been published in a number of formats and genres. She has a love of horses, a passion for the well-being benefits of writing and volunteers to facilitate the craft of writing workshops for veterans.
Memoria was written, produced, edited and presented by Natalie Vella
About You was written and read by Jennifer Crane. The story was sound edited by Natalie Vella.
Music in this episode was by Blue Dot Sessions, Sage the Hunter, When in the West and The Envelope.
The Joint Before Xmas
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